I’ve just posted the latest update to Alayne’s Story over on the WoW RP forum. This week’s update takes the group through Throne of the Tides and closer to the end of the Vashj’ir arc.
In other news, I’ve been spending a hell of a lot of time working on freelance projects in hopes of landing a job I’m after. I’m not going to say much about it since I don’t want to jinx it but I’m really hoping I can convince the organization to see the need of what I can do and to select me for the spot.
And now, back to work!
Real Life
Latest Update Posted
I’ve just posted the latest update to Alayne’s Story over on the WoW RP forum. This week kicks off the pre-Throne of the Tides arc which will finish up Vashj’ir.
Have I mentioned that it’s my least favorite zone yet?
And the job hunt continues. I’m debating whether I want to try to remain in Europe and draw unemployment or just go straight back to the US while I search for a new job. I’ve put a few more feelers out to try to find something and I’m hoping that one of the thirty lines I’ve got in the water will land me a fish.
Anyhow, back to work.
Latest Update Posted
I’ve just posted the latest update to Alayne’s Story over on the WoW RP forum. This week kicks off the Vashj’ir arc.
The search for a new job continues apace. I’ve had a few favorable replies already and one flat-out rejection. I’m not sure what they were looking for in the position I applied for and got shot down on. It was a technical writer spot which I’ve done a fair bit of in my current position. I suppose that they want someone who is like the Tolkien of tech writers who’s willing to work for minimum wage and already lives in the area. Well, that ain’t me (I’m no Tolkien, I won’t work for minimum wage, and I don’t live local to the place). Ah well. I could always go back to free-lancing, I suppose. I made decent enough money at that while in college.
I’m hoping to land a spot where I am, though, just in a different department. I’ll have to wait and see. Meanwhile, discussions with my current boss and employer are going to take longer than I’d really like. However, at least I’m getting paid until then and there’s a good chance I’ll walk out of here with a nice check which will help if I have to relocate back to the States.
Things are finally improving with my guild. We may have a good tank recruit joining up soon. We’re full on healeres, melee DPS, and we have plenty of ranged DPS. We got Cho’gall down Monday and we cleared all of BWD (except Neffy) on Wednesday. I think we have a good shot at getting Nef down on Saturday which would put us 11/12.
And now, back to work!
Latest Update Posted
I’ve just posted the latest update to Alayne’s Story over on the WoW RP forum. This week’s update takes us through freeing Tortolla and Alayne’s continued work with infiltrating the Twilight’s Hammer in Mount Hyjal.
Progress continues apace on The Unexiled. I’m taking a vacation from work next week and will probably clear a good bit more of it. I’m hoping to block out enough time to get a solid 90% done but I am going to have to go back and rework some earlier sections that aren’t fitting in place correctly so I may not quite hit that target.
Anyhow, back to work!
The Unexiled and The Progress Bars
I’ve had a few emails and questions come up about the fact that the progress bar for Alayne’s Story seems “stuck” at 100%. There’s a few reasons for that.
1) I post the updates on Fridays and generally don’t reset the progress bar until Saturday (I’m a lazy sot sometimes).
2) I have a strict routine on Saturdays of sleeping until 10 am, getting up, getting dressed, having a smoke, and then firing up the computer and working on things. I generally add a few pages to Alayne’s Story during this period. After lunch, I’ll finish working on things for my guild’s site, play some WoW, and then get back to writing.
3) I consider five pages added to be 100% for the week since my weekly updates are slightly over/under five pages.
4) By the time I finish writing on Saturday, I’ve generally added six or seven pages to Alayne’s Story. So, 100% done!
On The Unexiled: no, it’s not been forgotten. I’ve been working on it piecemeal as I found time between Alayne’s Story, raiding, work, and other projects. I’m happy to say that I just hit a major milestone on it and am at about the 60% mark. I’m planning to revisit my schedule a bit and work on Alayne’s Story on Saturday, The Unexiled on Sunday and alternate them during the week a bit. I generally don’t do too much writing during the week nowadays because of work and raiding.
Now, I’m not going to send out The Unexiled until it’s finished. But, I’ve decided to revamp my stance on it a bit and will send out copies to people who meet the following criteria:
1) Avid fantasy readers. And by “avid” I mean “voracious.”
2) Fluent in English (this will not apply for all native speakers).
3) Have some professional editing experience.
When I send it out, I’m going to be looking for a critical read. I’m going to be looking for people who can spot typos, grammar errors, and plot problems. Attached to the draft will be a glossary defining made-up words so that those are not marked as spelling errors unless they’re internally inconsistent (ex: E’lei’anshu is correct but El’eian’shu is a typo).
So, if you meet that criteria and are interested, keep an eye on the progress bar and on this space. When you see it hit 100% and you see a post that says “I finally finished the fucking thing!” shoot me an email with your proof of points 1, 2, and 3 and I’ll send you the draft after I finish my initial pass.
And now, back to work!
Productive me is Productive
I’ve been slacking on updates here recently because, well, I’ve been busy writing. I’m now solidly 30% through The Unexiled and I’m working up the intro to Part IV of Alayne’s Story. I had to go back and redo some of the intro since my guesses as to how the Shattering would happen were off a bit. At any rate, I’m confident that once I’ve leveled Geralin to 85 and run the dungeons a couple of times, I should be able to start posting Part IV. I’m currently targeting late January for that.
And, The Unexiled. After a lot of thought, I’ve decided not to continue sending it out. Firstly, there’s just too big a chance that someone would pass it on. I’ve been speaking with people in the publishing industry and it seems that publishers are really, really, really not keen on the idea of anyone other than the author, the agent, and themselves having copies of the files laying about. Secondly, while I love the feedback…it’s not exactly critical or useful. Yeah, I know you like the story. But what do you like? What do you dislike? What seems weak? What do you think I could do better? What should be removed?
I’ve spoken with some other writers and it seems that it’s rarely productive to ask for volunteer readers or to ask friends to review something unless you know that one of them is a professional creative copy-editor.
Still, I’m working on The Unexiled and am really hoping to get it finished up by this summer so I can try to shop it around to various agents. I’ll put the progress bar back up in a while (I’m working on redoing the graphics for it) but, for now, just know that I am working on it with the goal of getting it published.
And now, back to writing.
Moving In
Well, we moved to the new place over the weekend.
And now I remember why I hate moving. My body hurts in places I’d forgotten I had. I have cardboard burns on my hands from unpacking boxes. We finally got the place looking more like a dwelling and less like a disaster area yesterday. My room is set up and we’ve only got about four or five boxes left to unpack. We still have oodles of bubble-wrap and cardboard cluttering up the entry way (which we will hopefully be hauling down tonight so I can sweep the place). Still, at least now we can move through the apartment without too many problems and it is, for the most part, somewhat presentable. We still need to unpack a few things (as mentioned) and get our pictures hung up on the walls. I need to order a mattress pad from Ikea because my couchbed is rock-solid. We’ll be getting Internet at the apartment late this week.
And, we have bookshelves. Lots and lots of bookshelves.
I’m going to wind up going through them and setting up a system so we can actually FIND our books now. Raf’s going to have to take all the French language books into his room. Once we’ve done that and at least seen exactly how much space we have left, I’ll probably set up a small non-fiction section using the Dewey Decimal system and then break the rest down into alpha-by-author (screw genre because we’d be there until the cows came home with that).
Also, my commute has been cut down to a quarter of what it was. Honestly, by the time I get half-way dozed off, it’s time to get off the bus and walk into the office. It’s great. Raf’s commute is roughly the same, I think (we’ll find out today). And, wonder of wonders, we have a washing machine and drier that works (mostly). We’ve still got to get a few of the settings tweaked but we will be able to do laundry the right way instead of the “cram as much in there because we’re going to have to hang it up to dry for a week before we can wear it” way.
The kitchen is nice and mostly organized though I need to wash all of the dishes since they were packed. That’ll be something I do over the course of the next few weeks. The bathroom has a plug so I can dry my hair without having to use a shadowboxing method to see what I’m doing.
Anyhow, I’m looking forward to my long weekend this week so we can finish the few last things that need to be done and I can spend all my time reading Towers of Midnight once it gets here.
Another Entry!
So, my new computer got here on Tuesday and I got it all set up. It’s wonderful. It’s quiet.
On top of that, I’ll be moving soon! To a new apartment where I will have (I don’t think I’ve emphasised this enough) my. own. room. Where I can shut the door. Where the TV will not bother me. Where my stbx-husband will not be yapping at me and then get pissed because I’m listening to music and trying to focus on writing or because I’m talking on Vent and raiding. Where his music will not be polluting my audial environment (the stuff he listens to sounds like rabid cats clawing sheets of metal while being tortured). Where I will have a balcony so that my smoke breaks (nasty habit, I know) take only three minutes instead of ten.
In anticipation of these things, I’m setting up all of my files so I can do some serious editing on Alayne’s Story. I’m also working on a revamp of this website and of another that I’m running. I’m also drafting plans for yet another web site and am considering retaining legal services to see if I could make some t-shirts or even print out copies of my stories and sell them for cost and shipping without getting smacked with a lawsuit if I do it for Alayne’s Story (hey, the guys at LFG got away with this).
Why am I considering these things? Well, I’d like to be able to actually contemplate quitting my job and doing something fun (or at least something that involves using more than 1% of my brain). Over the last several years, decisions have been made where I work that have the end result of me sitting on my hands a lot, copypasting things others have written, having no ability to voice feedback, no ability to actually edit things that are either flat out incorrect or could be done so much better, and pretty much being told-by-action that I will do this and like it or I will find another line of work. To be fair, my boss has been arguing for my skills, knowledge, and talent to be used better but the guys calling the shots seem to think (again, actions shouting while words whisper) that I’m either a moron, completely unskilled, not worth working with, or some combination of the above.
I’m also considering going with my original life plan and returning to the US, getting my teaching license, teaching high school students, and then doing whatever-I-want during my spare time. And, if that doesn’t work out…well, there are other places I can go and I am exploring those options.
Now, I’ve been damned loyal to the place I work at and I’ve made a lot of sacrifices of my personal time for them. However, over the last three years or so, it’s become clearer and clearer that said loyalty is not reciprocated and so I’m staying mostly for the benefits and the off-chance that something will change for the better (and because the economy sucks). However, lately I’ve spent more and more time thinking of ways to earn a living doing what I love versus earning a living by disengaging my brain at 8 am and not turning it back on until 6 pm because my employer wants my ability to do mindless copypasting versus my ability to actually give them something cool and worthwhile.
Anyhow, enough moaning. Back to work on Alayne’s Story!
Have Time. Will Write More.
I’ve not forgotten you guys. I’ve just been busy. Well, busy and my computer died. In the middle of Marrowgar heroic.
Yeah, I was not pleased either. My new system should get in this week and I’ll upload the last chapters of Alayne’s Story and update the full story. I have been working on editing Alayne’s Story but have been completely unable to focus on The Unexiled since my husband likes to watch TV in the evenings and doesn’t seem to understand that if I listen to music on my headset with the TV on, it means that it’s twice the noise and none of the quiet I need.
Also, he’s got a bad habit of deciding to start yakking at me the very second I actually press “Play.” And then he gets upset when, after the fourth such interruption, I start to get a trifle annoyed.
We’ll be moving in the next couple of weeks, though, and I’ll have my own room. With a balcony to go out and smoke on. So, I should be able to block aside an hour an evening to work on The Unexiled.
Anyhow, back to work.
Rain Clouds and Silver Linings…
…and other trite sayings of that nature.
Yeah, so I’m still working on finding time to do anything. Right now, I’m in the midst of possibly moving out of my place. My husband and I are considering whether to stay together as room-mates or whether to formally seperate. Both have their pros and cons but I think we’ll probably get a new place together as roomies and move into seperate rooms.
Oh, did I tell you? We’re getting divorced. There are two major reasons for this but only one I’m going to share here. Basically, my long-term goals involve moving back to the US. With my brother gone, I’m the only one left to look after my parents when they get old (and they’re not spring chickens right now). However, my husband’s long-term goals involve never living outside of France for longer than he absolutely must.
There’s really not much room for compromise there. So, we’ve decided to recognize that on that basis alone, our marriage is not viable and to split up. We’re still friends and all but, well, our marriage pretty much was just friends who shared space and other things.
So, I’ve been busy apartment hunting instead of working on anything creative. I’ve found a place in a nice area that’s not too far from where I work. We’re going to look at a 3-room this evening that’s also close to where I work and close to a train that my husband could take to get to his place of employment. Honestly, unless the place we look at tonight is a complete dump, we’ll probably take it and be moving in early October. Once we’re settled, we’ll have to meet with the lawyers and all about ending our marriage and what not.
My guild is still continuing apace. We’re hoping to get back settled in our regular raiding routine once everyone gets back from various end-of-summer vacations. We’re filling up on tanks but still need to find a few more healers and ranged DPS. Melee DPS is good so far, when everyone’s around, at least. We’re hoping to clear some ICC10 heroic modes, nail Anub’arak in 10 hc, and get Algalon before Cataclysm comes out.
On top of that, well, my family situation is making me want to tear my hair out. I’m not going to go into detail here but I’m starting to wonder if I’ll ever really “get out” of the place I grew up. Don’t get me wrong. My parents are great people and I love them to death. But, well…I’d rather be dissected without anethesia than move back to that state and have to live with people who’s greatest ambitions in life are to never learn anything after kindergarten. >< It's just not my cup of tea. However, my folks aren't doing so great and I may have to bite the bullet, give up a job that I love, and move back to a place that I hate in order to take care of them. Oh yeah, sure, I could hire a nurse or whatever to do that on a daily basis but the way I was raised was that parents take care of their kids early on and kids return the favor when the parents are elderly.
My brother and I had a deal that he would do that so that I could get out. He liked living there. He got on with the people over there. He fit in. I didn’t. But, he’s gone so that deal is off. I guess I shouldn’t have relied on him to do that. The little shit was always finding a way for me to have to do his share of the work on top of my own. The whole time we were growing up I did his chores and mine because I got sick of getting yelled at for his stuff not being done.
However, my niece’s mother and her girlfriend are breaking up and my niece’s mom (hereafter called “Sissy” because I’m sick of the possessive case already) has moved in with my folks. So, maybe Sissy will stick around and take care of them so I don’t have to go back there full-time. If she does that, then I could try to work out additional leave from work to go back and take care of things when they needed doing. I’ll have to talk with Sissy about this soon. It would really suck for me to sign a lease with an apartment and then have to turn right back around and leave because I need to go back to my point of origin.
All in all, there are good reasons for why I’m not doing much right now. Once I get a new place and get settled and have my own room (so that my husband isn’t constantly distracting me with the TV on or “hey, you gotta see this thing I just found on YouTube…” or chattering at me when I finally put on my headset and turn on WinAmp so I can focus and getting pissy because I get annoyed that he can’t take a hint), I should be able to crank out a lot more work that’s been piling up in my mental drawers.
And, eventually, I’ll work up the nerve to ask my parents what I need to ask them.
And now…back to work.